I have had a great last few days.
Over the last few years, I have noticed that my spiritual self has regressed instead of progressed.
I have done more meditation and contemplation over the last week.
The good news is I’m regaining my identity that I once had.
Subjective reality is a perspective that I’m beginning to re-embody.
This means that I’m not focused on my egoic self, or my body as much.
Things like how much money I have or the past and future are mattering less.
When I’m at my best I’m very much connected to the present moment. My identity is with the present moment. I’m identifying with my conscious experience. I’m releasing my identity with the body and seeing myself as the consciousness that experiences my body and the rest of the universe.
In meditation I reminded myself to be with the moment. I wasn’t thinking about getting into a better state in the near future. Thinking that you will be in a better state after the meditation is still striving.
The goal is not to strive.
It’s about being in the present moment free of past or future.
The feeling of presence in the now gave me a feeling of a dreamlike state. I realized that I’m the dreamer having the dream.
The egoic consciousness would have you identifying as the dream character.
Now I see each person as a part of myself. Not apart from.
To embody a subjective identity, you are essentially practicing oneness.
Oneness is connection with the present moment.
I feel connected with everything in my experience. I become curious and less serious about everything during my day.
Thinking about past and future is less important.
Less judgment and more allowing is also a part of this change.
Subjective reality demands 100% responsibility.
You are the universe in this state of mind. The universe is the totality of the present moment.
Nothing exists outside of this moment.
Life is a dream. It’s no different than a nighttime dream. You will live infinitely and have an infinite number of lifetimes.
There’s no need to accomplish anything, no need to do anything or have anything.
Pure being is the sweet spot.
Takes work to get there, but mindfulness is one way to get here.
Realistically there’s nowhere to go, it’s just a matter of no longer striving to get anywhere.
When in a dream state life becomes fun, you no longer need to take life so seriously. There are still actions and reactions, rewards and setbacks. But you don’t actually need to feel suffering from what happens in the dream. No rushing to get somewhere. You are already where you need to be.
Circumstances change for the better with presence.
The feeling of alignment is a flow state.
Being in the flow state allows manifestations to improve.
Using more general language with manifestation allows the universe to fill in the blanks with how’s.
Instead of wishing for external gratification, you simply focus on being. Money and things no longer matter as much. These are things that exist within the dream.
Being the dreamer makes every day seem more magical.
And the feeling of a magical life makes life more fun and is far better than any thing or object in the dream world could give you.
Everything changes when you shift from the ego of the character to the conscious container where it all takes place.
Everything is imagined.
You are living in your imagination.
Nothing is real except for the extent where you make it real.
Opening the mind up to subjectivity is what makes you empowered to influence the dream.
You are everything and everyone equally.
To do good for someone else is to do good to yourself.
The golden rule works because everyone is you.
It’s all within consciousness.
To your success,
Angus